miércoles 7 de marzo de 2012
Goodbye
domingo 4 de marzo de 2012
Done

When i met u i never knew how important u would be for me.
domingo 6 de noviembre de 2011
I was made for U

Im far from perfect but this is what i have...
jueves 26 de mayo de 2011
The real U

I love u...
The Aftermath (The Guillotine III) Escape The Fate

domingo 22 de mayo de 2011
The Scene Aesthetic - Come What May

But I'll be damned if I quit now and that's for sure
All I ever wanted was for you to look at me
And know I'm all yours
Like the penguins need their wings for deep cold water dives
Like the earth needs the moon to keep it on course
When you touch me, I know there is purpose in my life
Just know I'm all yours
I'm a mess, I confess that I'm nothing without you
And there is nothing I can do to prove to you I'm being honest
Now I see, everything; and yes I've known it all along
I was so lost, but I'm back and I finally know now where my heart belongs
I've been wondering if you could ever realize
That we're growing up so fast, and it's insane
My dear our hearts have gotten good at pumping cheap new lust
Into our young veins
Suddenly I understand everything I couldn't comprehend
I'm a mess, I confess that I'm nothing without you
And there is nothing I can do to prove to you I'm being honest
Now I see, everything; and yes I've known it all along
I was so lost, but I'm back and I finally know now where my heart belongs
All this time I've spent without you by my side, I dreamt about you
Saw you through the windows in my mind
Carved a home for you deep down inside my chest
And I never want to
lose such a big part of me again
... lose such a big part of me again
I'm a mess, I confess that I'm nothing without you
And there is nothing I can do to prove to you I'm being honest
Now I see, everything; and yes I've known it all along
I was so lost, but I'm back and I finally know now where my heart belongs
Stored Garbage

lunes 9 de mayo de 2011
Your Kiss
Your kiss, the placer i get from tasting you lips.
Those eyes when they look into my soul you know your my drug.
The drug ive been fighting to leave, the drug that makes me cry myself to sleep.
You came into my life to spin my world around, wrecked what cost me so much to built, killed my sense of being.
Give me back my life, my sad happiness, my empty smile.
You wrecked my life...
lunes 10 de enero de 2011
Ramblings of my hangover mind

Can someone tell me why love has to hurt so much?
sábado 1 de enero de 2011
New Year Devariations

My time is now and my place is my room, this is the moment in which i made the desicion.
I dont love you like i thought i did, your just an illusion of what it could be, how it could feel...being loved.
On your part sometimes it was real, but you never felt it 100%, i was your way out.
To me you were the one that said, 'hi' and had a sexy smile, beautiful eyes and the most delicious lips.
You proved that what we had wasnt strong when i needed you and you werent there. Too busy doing something that didnt involve me.
I could die right now and you wouldnt know, no one would.
I need to make a fresh start, with a new year come new desicions, and your my first one.
Im leaving you, all i need to do now is get the courage to tell it to your face.
Leaving You

I do....
I dont want to feel like ur the only thing that can make me feel like happy...
I dont want to depend on a person to be happy, people die, leave, lie.
I hate myself for falling in love with you...
I wish i didnt love you, that way when u leave wouldnt hurt so much.
That way when i see the real u i wouldnt cut.
I know that in the end is going to hurt, ill be the one in pain.
I`ll be the one picking up the pieces for my broken heart.
I dont want to love u.
I hate that ive fallen in love with u.
I want to leave u, sad part is, i dont have the guts to tell u...goodbye.
Suicide Letter, yet im still alive

I’m sorry i wasn’t brave enough to live my life and see the end of it, with kids and a man by my side. I’m weak, im a coward, im sorry because i didn’t get to say goodbye to a bunch of people.
I guess this is where my life ended, in these 4 walls that i called home for a while now. To make a home you should have happiness inside, i was happy when you were there.
Cut by cut i kept breaking my soul, cut by cut my heart kept losing strength. Maybe where i am today im smiling up at you guys, moving on.
I loved you all while i was there, too bad that what you gave me wasn’t enough, i was too damage, too broken.
I lied to all of you, every time i put a smile on my face. I lied every time i said i loved you. You see, in order for one to love another you have to love yourself first.
I never did, i always hated who i grew up to be, a person that everybody looked down on. Even you the one reading this right now.
Your judging me, probably you didn’t even knew me, i was Karla, the weird chick, some called me emo, goth, punk, i had many names. They all tried to describe me.
No one was able to, im sad, i was the lonely girl with many friends, i was the girl that always cried herself to sleep.
viernes 28 de mayo de 2010
Plumb - Cut
I guess this song talks about you my struggle with self-mutilation and it has become my anthem ever since i first heard like last year, just wanted to share this with the people that actually take the time to read this blog. Enjoy!I'm not a stranger, no I am yours, with crippled anger and tears that still drip sore.
A fragile flame aged...Is misery, and when our hearts meet, I know you see.
I do not want to be afraid, I do not want to die inside just to breathe in, I'm tired of feeling so numb, relief exists I find it when, I am cut.
I may seem crazy , or painfully shy, and these scars wouldn't be so hidden If you would just look me in the eye.
I feel alone here and cold here, though I don't want to die, but the only anesthetic that makes me feel anything kills inside.
I do not want to be afraid, I do not want to die inside just to breathe in, I'm tired of feeling so numb, relief exists I find it when, I am cut...
Pain...I am not alone, I am not alone, I'm not a stranger, no I am yours with crippled anger, and tears that still drip sore.
But I do not want to be afraid, I do not want to die inside just to breathe in, I'm tired of feeling so numb, relief exists I found it when...I was cut...
sábado 15 de mayo de 2010
....Untitle for now.......

My heart cracks one more time...
lunes 26 de abril de 2010
Lonely...

I opened my eyes and wish u could be there...