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When i do it, i stared at it...
The way she looks, so thin and red, the smell...
I love it, i watch her slide through my flesh...
How she sinks and brings out my tears, my pain...
Hypnotized, my blood mixed with tears...
I grab her again, one more little line in my skin...
Such a wonderful thing, she helps me like no one does...
She lifts me up...
I look at her flowing, coming out, my skin itching, my heart beating...
I close my eyes and enjoy the pain...
My tears just fall until i cant breath no more...
Should i do it vertical?